Anxious

Life is so busy that I am not able to update my blog but even then whenever I feel something pinching in external or my internal world; I use to come back and write. Today my internal world has brought me to write, whatever I am writing. You might have read my progress in this blog. In December 2006, I shifted to Karachi for good and started preparing for CSS exam. Things went well and I happened to do away with it in first week of April, 2007. After that my second step was of pursuing my dream career, a career in Public Health and I stood successful to grab an opportunity and kicked it start.
Having that opportunity in my hand, my next step was seeking admission for my higher studies. For that matter, I had to give GRE, GRE went fine and my application process for scholarship was complete in due course. I started waiting for both CSS result and scholarship thing. Both the results are due in September, 2007 and September has started. I am a little bit anxious if I am able to make it or not. If not in CSS, its alright with me but the thing that I badly need is my admission for higher studies since its my dream and I have to make it any how. Now the situation is in a way that I want to go ahead by Fall 2008 but if its not going to happen, I will have to strive one more year and go through the same process once again and will stay a year late that I don’t want to. It just happened last night that I have started thinking and preparing myself for the worst that can happen to me and the worst is what I just talked, getting a year late.
Lets see what my fate has to offer me and do pray for me!!!!!