Nostalgia

Posted on December 23, 2006 | 22 views
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Though I was born in Khairpur and had my early education from the same city but Larkana stays as important as my beloved Birth place. The importance of Larkana in my life is because of Cadet College Larkana (CCL) where I was reborn and Chandka Medical College Larkana (CMC) from where I graduated as a Doctor and got equipped to fight my war. Both the institutions played a vital role in carving my persona to present form.

I can still remember my first day at CCL. It was 12 August, 1994 when I got my admission in Class Eight at CCL. The time passed so swiftly that it felt as if in a wink of an eye we completed our five years. I passed out on 16 May, 1999. Having passed my High School Certificate Exam in Science Pre-Medical group, I prepared for my Medical College Aptitude test (MCAT) and got selected for the course of MBBS at Chandka Medical College Larkana and on 25th of January,2000 I joined CMC.

No matter how much one long for stopping the passage of time, it keeps traveling through all the springs and autumns of life. I, like everybody else, had never thought of it but the day came in an unannounced way to tell me that I had to leave CMC. Yes, it was 24th of November, 2005 when I bid bye to CMC. Latter it proved that I went only to come back and on 16th of June, 2006, I joined as a house officer at CMC Hospital. Here too, the ages old King of Kings, none other than time, kept moving to eternity and I got the first term of my house job completed. Having completed my first term of house job at CMCH, I decided to move to Karachi to pursue my career further and yesterday was the day when I left CMC, not only CMC but Larkana. Yes Larkana, the city that has far reaching effects on my life. The city where I not only got my education but happened to meet my beloved and decided to make her my life partner.

When I was leaving CMC, it felt nothing but as soon as I am home and away from my her the feeling of being away from her is killing me. I know she must also be going through the same pain but I can’t help it out because I had to leave one or the other day for my career pursuits. The six months that I passed in CMC as a house officer left a great number of memories of my love life that are aching great in my heart. The moments that I passed with my beloved are unforgettable and while I am back to home I am not able to get myself freed from her memories. I know it will get adjusted to new situation soon but the current situation is leaving me in an agony as great as mountains and seas.

I had never thought about her being that close to me but it just happened and she is no more a separate existence out side me. I feel she belongs to me and a part of my own body; we are one body, one soul……. and I know now that how painful it is to stay away from a loved one. She is in final and after final she will also get back to her home. I know that I will never have such a chance to be with her till our marriage and this thought specifically is distracting me but again there is very little that can be done in this regard.

A prayer floats in my mind that May I have the patience to get through all this!!!!

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